starting

Tonight i'll attend a party.

It's a birhtdayparty. We all have to dress up for it.
I don't want to be over the top, so 'ill be an 'autumm' caracter.
Will dress slags and thsirt, and some cutup curtains.

I don't feel very comfortable right now, because I don''t really know all the people there
there is no dress code, so anything can happen.

But you know feeling uncomfortable is not the right attiude, and the feeling will change
onde i'am there.

It is getting darker in Holland, the daylight deminishses fast now. Outside my house, two oilfirelights
are burning. Autumm is def in the air.

My fresh dnner is cooking. And i just finished my 'crown' of leaves. I'am wearing it tonight.
0y robe is still not defined, I don;t have any undergarment to secure it. Hope it will work ou.

Pleasure is rising. The sense that at leat one component of the outfit is ready pleases me

This is a new experience for me. Never heard of blogging, and now i'am using it.
truly amazing...

What does it do for me: i like to see this as a personal friend a tool that is always there for me
waiting for me to start using it. In a way like a psychiatrist (wonder if that is spelled correct..)

As long as i'am typing letters into words, i am subconsious aware that these words might be read by
anyone logged in to www. 24hrs a day every day. On any part of the globe.
And ofcourse i want someone to read it.

Let you know, i make myself known - i exist-